In the book
Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver, the main character, Sam Kingston, has changed since the beginning of the book. In the beginning, she was very full of herself and arrogant. On page 17 it said, "The point is, we can do things like that. You know why? Because we're popular. And we're popular because we can get away with anything. So it's circular." In this quote, Sam is thinking about how her and her friends are popular and better than everyone else. She thought that because they were popular, people had to like them and they could get away with anything they wanted. She also seemed full of herself when she said, "'What can I say?' I make my voice as smooth and flirtatious as possible. 'The people love me'" (30). Here, she was taking to her teacher about all the roses she got on Cupid Day. She was very proud of how many roses she got.
Also, she was mean to others. Sam said, "'Of what?' I say to irritate him. I know he's talking about the cartoon and the rose" (30). In this quote, Sam was talking to a boy named Kent, who use to be her friend until he became "too weird" in middle school. She was purposely trying to irritate him to make him upset so he would leave. Also, her and her friends made fun of a girl named Juliet. "We all turn around. Juliet Sykes, or Psycho, has just drifted into the senior section" (38). They called her Psycho and did things like sending her roses with hurtful messages on them. Lindsey, one of Sam's friends, didn't like her for a reason that was unknown to her friends, but the whole group of friends was mean to her because of it.
But towards the end of the book, Sam stated to care more about others and treat them nicely. "'My favorite,' I say, scooting in to steal a bite from Izzy's bagel. Izzy squeals and slaps at my hand. I plant a big, sloppy kiss on her forehead" (343). In the beginning of the book, Sam was annoyed by her family and didn't want to spend time with them. But later in the book, she realized that she only had a short amount of time to spend with them, and she needed to cherish it. She also realized that they weren't as bad as she thought, and that she just didn't have an open mind before. Sam also realized that people she thought were weird, like Kent, weren't that bad. On page 336 it said, "He reaches for my hand as he passes and I let him take it." Sam started to become friends with Kent, and she found out that he was very nice. She appreciated that he was nice to her even though she was mean to him in the past. And lastly, she wanted to help Juliet. "' I don't hate you. I don't know you. But I'd like to change that. Start over'" (323). She wanted to get to know her, and she wanted to be a friend, since Juliet didn't have any. Sam chased after Juliet in the snowstorm, because she knew that Juliet was about to make a bad decision and she wanted to help her. In the beginning of the book, Sam wouldn't have even talked to Juliet unless it was something mean, but towards the end she tried very hard to help her.
Overall, Sam changed from being full of herself and arrogant to being caring and nice.